Thank you, Denise, for explaining what has been going on with this. What you have written is helpful and less-confusing than trying to untangle comment trails.

Your hard work is helpful for the unspoken voices of the Internet to have a comfortable space to feel better heard.

From reading the comments so far, it sounds like working this job alone, even with the help of a few people here and there, is really taking a toll on you.
Please take a rest for the holiday! Your health is incredibly important.